January 2010
Happy 100!
chrrriiiiiiissj:
It has been exactly 100 days since I have abandoned my habits of depression. It feels so good. :) People to thank: Ingrid Anne Herrera, Nicolas Andrew Espinosa, and David Michael Hagen. I love them so much.
Love you too babe
Happier without anyone.
chrrriiiiiiissj:
ingriiiid:
chrrriiiiiiissj:
ingriiiid:
chrrriiiiiiissj:
That sounds bad, but hear me out. My friend Katie said she “is happier not liking anyone.” And I think I kind of agree with her… when you like someone, you tend to worry… a lot. And she starts being all you can think about, right? Well, I think I should just not worry about it… and not like anyone right now. That’s...
Happier without anyone.
chrrriiiiiiissj:
ingriiiid:
chrrriiiiiiissj:
That sounds bad, but hear me out. My friend Katie said she “is happier not liking anyone.” And I think I kind of agree with her… when you like someone, you tend to worry… a lot. And she starts being all you can think about, right? Well, I think I should just not worry about it… and not like anyone right now. That’s the way to be. Who cares if...
Happier without anyone.
chrrriiiiiiissj:
That sounds bad, but hear me out. My friend Katie said she “is happier not liking anyone.” And I think I kind of agree with her… when you like someone, you tend to worry… a lot. And she starts being all you can think about, right? Well, I think I should just not worry about it… and not like anyone right now. That’s the way to be. Who cares if Valentine’s Day is coming up? V-day...
The Magic
Where’d it go? It’s not there anymore…
Instead it got replaced with stress and the real world.
I don’t like this.
“A tormented McKinley later claimed that he went down on his knees seeking divine guidance and heard an inner voice telling him to take all of the Philippines and Christianize and civilize them”
Hahahahaha
I did NOT ask for this
I don’t think seeing someone everyday is a good thing…
what happens when you get tired of the other person.
“Life and men, [she writes] Are hard”
“What’s love got to do with it?
What’s love, but a second hand...”
– Tina Turner
I like what I wrote.
chrrriiiiiiissj:
It has high school cheesy written all over it.
You were inspired by all the relationships going on that you think are “the sterotypical highschool cheesy relationship” My friend, you have been misinformed.
“Love is not all: it is not meat nor drink
Nor slumber nor a roof against the...”
– Edna St. Vincent Millay
recording my LMU audition video.
rrrj:
Gah. It’s so ghetto. I don’t even have music to accompany me for the singing part. :[
whoa dude, LMU? The one in LA right? That’s wierd, didn’t know they specialized in that kinda stuff.
I’m a lot like Dido
This feeling
So familiar, but different.
Instead of a raging river, its more like a tranquil stream.
Except this time, its new
Words Women Use and What They Really Mean:
chrrriiiiiiiss:
ingriiiid:
youmaybeoffended:
byjeanine:
papertissue:
littlemiss:
Fine - This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use “fine” to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.
Five Minutes - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game...
Words Women Use and What They Really Mean:
youmaybeoffended:
byjeanine:
papertissue:
littlemiss:
Fine - This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use “fine” to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments.
Five Minutes - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you...
I'm Ready
I’m ready do drown.
I’m ready so don’t stop.
Keep pushing.
I’m ready to fall.
College
So California colleges I went to:
UC Santa Cruz - apparently they do the 4:20 over there. hahaha. the campus was huge kinda nice. nice view of the beach. but it was basically in the middle of the woods so it felt alittle dark and ominous. Eh i don’t think i really liked it, but the archtecutre was nice.
Stanford- Mom made us visit. Really nice, pretty, sunny campus. Pretty cool libarary....
Fuck
finally i’m leaving califonia tomorrow. but shit, that means i have to go to school.
ugh not looking forward to that.
so basically i like not going on facebook everyday and i need some way to blog out this shit i’m feeling without anyone knowing how i acutally feel. i don’t think poeple really read my tumblr anyways, so sweeeeet.
To let go
that’s my new years resolution. Not quite sure what that is, but it sounds artsy haha. no i wish i was more care free. but i mean i guess i already am because i don’t really give a shit about my future right now or anything really for that matter. and THAT is not good. bleh i need to take care of myself. this is not good.
2009
what a wonderful year. I learned alot this year (its not...